| It's interesting to be back on here after so long. It's been a year since I last posted on here. I look at the stuff that I wrote about thinking it was a huge deal and realize, I was so young. I was SO young. I look at my life now and realize that I have grown so much over the last year. I mean, I'm 18 now. I have a wonderful family, I have a job that pays well, I have a great relationship with my mom and my sister, I can't imagine life without the friends that I have. I have a wonderful boyfriend, Adam, and he has a great heart for God and is encouraging me in my walk too. I have a great life.
I remember the beginning of last summer. It started out with me getting my job at Edge, which I no doubt posted about on here, multiple times. I thought that I was ready to be free, I was ready to get a job outside of my home and do what I wanted, when I wanted. I had a group of friends that I thought was a great group, and no doubt, they were fun to be around. But I have realized, over the course of this summer that I was very, very naive last summer. I got way too involved with something that I didn't know that I didn't want to be involved in, I now have contacts that I am ashamed to be associated with, I managed to lose some of my parents trust by making poor decisions and I ended up overall hurt.
But my experiences from last year have helped to open my eyes to the many blessings that I already had. I mean, by evading my family, I learned how much I love them. By getting into a quasi-bad relationship, I can truly rejoice in my relationship with Adam. By hanging with some of the "wrong crowd", I have learned how important my Christian friends are to me. And most importantly, I have learned that no matter what my situation, God can turn every experience into a lifelong lesson. I Praise him for that.
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| Disciple and Red Were Amazing. My Neck hurts like Crap. End of Story. |
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| The worst feeling in the world is: When you completely trust someone because they ask you to and then they let you down. It doesn't even matter how unintentional the letdown is. It still hurts. When you love someone but they refuse to accept it and constantly talk about how they don't feel loved. Becoming best friends with someone and telling them everything and having them tell you everything but something that should be non consequential happens and they try to completely cut off contact with you. Missing someone so much and knowing that there's a good chance that you will never see them again. But the Best feeling in the world is: Knowing without a doubt that you are loved to death by Jesus Christ the Only son of the Living God! Having best friends with whom you can share everything. Even the hard things. Sitting outside talking about everything and nothing at one o clock in the morning. Cuddling with any of you best friends when you are having a bad day! Ashton Nieveen |
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| I decided that one of these days i'm actually going to post a blog with feeling that doesn't completely waste your time. So consider this your warning....the next blog is gonna be a good one! |
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| So.....I got pulled over again last night. Did you know that you have to have a liscense plate on the front of your car too?? Well, I didn't but the officer did so I have to get that fixed. I swear, Cops have nothing better to do than to pull me over for some miniscule "driving error". They love me, what can I say? Then again....who doesn't?? |
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